Yup ironic is the only word that can describe how is my feeling now..
it's about CN BLUE.. yup I am BOICE from Indonesia..
In 2010 ai (my friend) and I falling in love with CN BLUE, we come to the first CN BLUE's fan meeting (only fans) with 15 people to celebrate 100 days their's debut and to celebrate Jong hyun's birthday. We gathered even we still didn't have fan base name already. We really falling in love with their songs, their voice, and their handsome face, yup CN BLUE is our beloved ^^
In 2011, CN BLUE announce that they want to held a concert in Indonesia. Me and ai really happy and exited when we hear that. We buy the ticket, we preparing for a gift, we write a letter, and we also preparing our hearts to meet them : D
Two days before the concert, the cancellation announcement from FNC (CN BLUE Management) announced. Really sad when we remember that time.. the money for the ticket never back to us again. We really shock and until now we stop to believe a concert will be held until the concert begin.
They canceled only two days before the concert..!! TT___TT
Now, they really held a concert in Indonesia.. Our wish is coming true but something is missing, me and ai can't see their concert.
At first we really afraid their concert will be canceled again, we've planing to buy tribune ticket (the cheapest one) on the spot, but unluckily the tribune ticket is sold out few days after it sells to public. We still hoping to buy ticket in the day of the concert, we wish there are someone who sell a tribune ticket with a good price. In the day of the concert, me, ai, and diana come to the place where the concert is held ~ Tennis Indoor Senayan, to looking for some ticket.. but there are no ticket left..
At that time we still hoping to watch the concert, we'll doing something crazy to watch them in person. We are looking for a police, we hope they will allow us to watch the concert. But again unluckily we can't found a police that can allow us coming in. We only hear the concert outside, CN BLUE's songs, yong hwa and jong hyun's beautiful voice, people's screaming.. it's raining outside.. we are hopeless..
Me and ai still waiting for them outside until the concert ending. We are hoping to see them in their car when they want to go to airport, like crazy in the raining, chilled, wet clothes because of the raining, waiting for them 30 minutes hoping and hoping.. finally they car is coming, but we can see nothing.. in the car is really dark.. yup we are waiting for nothing..
We arrived at my house midnight, ai spent the night in my house.. at the night we receive either good news or bad news from a friend of mine who watch the concert, that our letter is can't be given to CN BLUE, so my friend throw away out letter on the stage.. only that things left from our battle today.. we hope one of the staff see the letter and give it to CN BLUE..
In the other day, my friend tell me that she get CN BLUE official postcard because CN BLUE feel guilty about the cancellation concert before, so they give out the postcard..
*sight*
at that time I want to screaming out loud,
the postcard should be mine...!!
I've got nothing.. ai have got nothing also.. yep to think about it again, I only can say how ironic are we...
so ironic, but ai get the worst.. when CN BLUE come to Samsung at Kota Kasablanka I see them, 10 minutes and my feeling at that time is sooo overwhelmed~ but still I wanna see their performance.. TT___TT
I still hoping they'll come to jakarta again and at that time me and ai finally see the concert ^^
aamiinn...